It is a change of heart, the discontinuation of an emotion. Any cause or perhaps the season. I know, it should have a reason, but treason is never excused, for it is a vice not a virtue. I think, we can blame or search for any warnings that was flagged red ..but no..I can not accept that spring time, leaves would fall, flowers will be gone,I fail to connect or find empathy I should? But I have no sympathy, for those who betrayed me or another why commit or join my mind and soul, make me trust you on the whole then to stab me ..the pain is immense..I can not run.I can not stand I am drowning in water only knee deep, maybe I am getting swallowed..slowly..slowly..