Feel?

touching like breeze
heart gets chills
doesn’t freeze
waiting for you to reach
still waiting…in peace
loving this feel
in winter or summer
leaves fall
trees sway
I smell your fragrance
in surrounding
reply to me
with a smile
or kiss
just write
you missed
if not
then..sigh!
was hoping for a sign 🙂
But then..enjoyed this sweet time
thinking about you
eyes closed
hmmmmmmm
well got to go

what do you want in me?

What Does A Man Desires In A Woman :))…thinking already ?
I always ask, never assume because he should know what is right for him not you and is true and when I ask a man, he searches his mind to answer my question.
Beauty : Beautiful smile, that is warm and true
Humor :Can laugh and make you laugh too.
Loves : Does not make relationship, or love seem like a duty ..but instead a pleasure.
I can say, one thing for sure ,that a positive approach to life is important.
She should be alive not just breathing, not dead not asleep and can wake up the desires in her man.
Passionately, this doesn’t only limit to sex. Passion in feelings and attitude. The force, urge and need..and it makes the man feel….she wants me and is happy with me..hmmmm ? right ?

Once again I failed

Failed… When hope is dead and lies in a coffin. You want to let someone nail it ? The tears fall endlessly and if you had a small boat..can you sail that ? If you wanted to get rich but you ended up average, can you wail ? Is life simple and there is a yes and no, but never a maybe ..will you decide then? I again felt pain, it did rain but didn’t wash away my sins or tears, as I had wished the other day..and I want to set my self free..and this cage of rules and customs that has given me too little to move and much to brood..I want to escape for me..but where should I go ..if I can is a mystery..for I have no aim nor goal..then it must be the reason why I am unhappy and why I failed again..without aim and thought..life gets boring and we forget why we are here ?
hmmmm I failed..but this is not the last time nor the first..so I am ready to try a new plan again..maybe I will fail ..but I will not stop trying to be successful

Aaaah and hmmmm

Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh ..yes :)…
I am a woman..100% so I am always eager about ..hmmm ..you got that right :
Since, I am matured and did read the sex advice section at Cosmopolitan :))
I feel that I can put some light on the relationship/ physical approach etc etc.
Suppose you are wearing jeans and he puts his hands at your back pocket ..it means..he wants to know how your bum feels ..or he wants to check if you had extra cash on you
He is holding either your elbow , guiding you because you don’t know where you are going or he wants you to stay with him and not walk away with another dude.
He is leaning towards you..means you are close to him or he wants you to know that he messed up something.
His knees keep on touching your’s oh! he got it hard …in head :))
He cuddles you and puts arms around your shoulder..he is dead tired and you seem a good support..or you must know how much he weighs :))
He kisses you in public bus, he didn’t pay the conductor and is hiding or his other girl fried just got up too
Finally..he tells you he is dating only you but he is constantly messaging to another sweet heart.. means..time to leave him..:)) urghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Don’t say if you don’t mean it

Don’t open your mouth
..if it is not true
Don’t promise nor swear
..if it is not clear
Be humble..be kind..
Be honest ..Be sweet
A pleasant personality is definitely a treat

Don’t yell ..don’t scream
Love is butter with cream 🙂
I love all my friends…
so simple so plain
I feel them come to life here again

what is in the name

Whatever Your Name 🙂
… Whoever you are..
where ever you are from ..
whatever your name..
even if I am not around..
remember one thing..
when I am with you..
I listen to your voice..
I understand your mood..
I want you to feel..free and relaxed
..I have nothing to demand..
I never reciprocate..
I believe in friendship ..
I trust in love and I know this much..
I love your words that touch.
.my heart and mind..
I do rewind..all that you write and all that which is unsaid.
.but you did say..
with gestures and gifts.with letters in my name..
appearing to please..
to tease..
and make me smile..
make me real..
I am yours .
.whatever your name 🙂
I like you all the same.

Women are from Mars

The Women From Mars… Men were all waiting patiently, for the young women to arrive. They were all capable of changing their faces, figures, names and nature. The men were told, as you think or imagine, that woman would change into your imagination. Each man, then took one woman from the group. They were all wearing veils and cloth draped over their nude bodies. The couple then moved into a cell, it was bright red when they entered.The man wanted his woman to have lovely auburn hair, the cloth over her dropped exposing perfect hair, next he wanted to see a forehead of medium size. he could now see that but skin color was green.He wanted her to be white, but rosy, her nose straight..and lips so sweet..like a rose bud , neck long and smooth..boobs up and full..as he kept on imaging the woman body was exposed. Now, he could see a beautiful woman of his dream, standing nude in front of him. So, he now wanted her to speak, if Greek, or Roman, Italian or American..as per each one’s own mind set she took up her character . Now, was language and literature..artistic or scientific..thus it went on and on..they kept on changing her and dressing her ..then undressing her..she was their barbie doll. Finally, the man wanted her to love him..but she didn’t..oh! why? She said, love accepts me as I am and never change me..so if you want me to love you..you must accept me as I was originally as before…choice is yours. Few men, thought sex is enough and he took her without love, some thought I can sell her off, some wanted to keep her as a show piece..but only few had the courage to accept love as she was….

Read it with me again

Memory Lane…
I read a poem from memory lane
I was never a simple Jane
I love birds free flying in the clouds
I want to smile whenever no doubt
I read poems of love that is true
I love fantasies
I want to dream with open eyes with you
Endlessly
Breathlessly
Almost insane
I want to befriend
I want to talk and laugh
I want to hold hands and feel same again
Reading a poem ..gives me a chance
words are important at a glance
Read aloud or silently
I know I read all poems for me :))